The Realization

I made a mistake.§

A big one to say the least. I changed the website's skin for a meaningless cause. That cause I cannot fully disclose because of what happened. That something that happened affected trust. Something which had already became difficult to give to people after "The Incident."

That rare commodity had been given to someone. It had been used, and later thrown away.

With that said, I feel much lighter.

I also need to thank 2 people.

Manask, a close friend of mine and a dude with nothing better to do than to get to the point in brawl stars in a matter of a couple of weeks. It took me a couple of months to get to that stage...

Mansak told me that the first thing that he does after waking up is that he checks my website. He reads everything. He critiques everything. That little gesture of just telling me that he read my work, made my entire day. I had been thinking of a way to thank him but I never figured out how, until now.

The other person is Ramya.

He told me that the website was amazing. He approached me, unprompted and told me: "I went to your website. It's cool."

That gave me a feeling, that I had never felt before. It was a mixture of pride, accomplishment, happiness, euphoria and sadness.

Sadness I do not know why I felt, but I felt it.

Can't forget about Dev either. Thanks Dev. Your support means the world to me.

Thank you. Thank you both.